The Mind-Body Problem
Chloe
set a brisk pace on the way to her bus stop. She felt nervous, and exposed. Her tank top didn’t fit right – it was too
tight around the shoulders – and the straps of her bra dug in awkwardly. It also felt like her thighs might burst
through these tiny shorts at any moment. It was a good thing they were a little
stretchy. So far, all this extra muscle
was nothing but a hassle.
All the
same, it was a nice day out. The sun was
shining, the birds were singing. It was
hard to feel bad on a day like this. She
tried to forget that her physique had just been radically altered by a magic
potion, and that this basically flushed everything she knew about modern
medicine down the toilet.
She
watched the bus drive off while she was still a block away from her stop. She sighed, and checked the tracking app. There was another due in ten minutes, and that
would easily get her to class on time for her exam. But campus wasn’t that far, and it really was
such a nice day. If she moved with
purpose, she could be there in plenty of time.
She
looked up suddenly. There were a pair of
frat boys coming down the sidewalk toward her, laughing and joking about
something. She set her jaw, ready for
the inevitable stares. Her chest was
even more prominent than usual, and even at her most daring this was more skin
than she was used to showing.
She
tensed, as the gazes of both men fell upon her. And frowned, ever so slightly.
Both men
immediately looked away.
She
stood as they walked past her, the two of them falling into a polite silence
until they were halfway down the block.
Choe
smiled. Maybe Eve knew what she was
doing after all.
At
school, Chloe settled down at her desk, looking through her notes one last
time.
One of
her classmates wanted to know if she was wearing a new outfit. No, she’d had this one for a while. It looked good, they said – and left it at
that. Someone else wanted to know if
she’d been working out. A little, she
admitted. There was more casual
conversation, people getting out their nerves before the test. At this point in her academic career, most
people in her cohort knew her by sight. She’d been afraid someone would point out how
she’d clearly put on ten pounds of muscle over the weekend, and that just
wasn’t normal. People noticed – but if
anyone thought it was odd, they kept those opinions to themselves.
Their
instructor came down the aisle, passing out papers. Chloe braced herself. The Anatomy and Physiology professor was an
older man, tenured, not afraid of offending his students. He often made excuses to speak with the more
attractive women in the class, addressing his remarks directly to their chests.
Chloe had been on the receiving end of
more than a few of these pectoral monologues.
He
paused briefly at her desk. He had a
bird’s eye view of her cleavage, and there was no way for Chloe to hide. She crossed her arms self-consciously, still
getting used to the weight and thickness of her new biceps. She hadn’t intended to flex, but her muscles
seemed to have a mind of their own. The
professor quickly looked away, and handed over her test.
The
first question was on the spinal column, and it was easy – humans had 33
vertebrae, which fused to 24 during normal development. The next question wasn’t any harder. Nor the third. She had a double-sided three-by-five card of
notes, written in her tiny meticulous handwriting, but she didn’t glance at it
once.
It
wasn’t that the test was easy. She could
feel the tension in the room without needing to look. And there were other signs – chairs creaking,
people sighing. Chloe had studied, and
knew this material. But the ease with
which she could draw it from her memory was a little amazing.
She had
tried Adderall a few times, and other stimulants. Chloe wasn’t against a little better living
through chemistry, and if it helped her learn better, what was wrong with that?
It made her feel too twitchy though, and
the increase in blood pressure just wasn’t acceptable. This feeling was similar. There was the same smoothness of thought, the
increase in focus. Only instead of her
brain feeling like an out-of-control freight train, she felt like a well-oiled
machine.
If she
knew she could get these benefits from a little weight training, she would’ve
started years ago.
She was
the first one done, and class wasn’t scheduled to end for another hour. She walked out into the midday sun, feeling
amazing. Her next class wasn’t until two,
and her usual routine was to just grab lunch on campus. But she happened to know Kayla would be
arriving at the gym soon, in between her morning factory shift and her evening
barbacking gig. It would be nice to see
her. And honestly, she was a little
nervous about what her girlfriend would think of her new muscle. Better to get it out of the way.
Lift
Legends 24-Hour Gym and Spa was a short walk away. Chloe had been once or twice, mostly to use
the elliptical and give Kayla a little emotional support. She walked through the glass door, gave the
young man at the desk a friendly nod, and made her way toward the weight room.
The door
was locked.
“Oh,
sorry miss,” the man called after her. “Did you forget your keycard?”
Chloe
covered her mouth in embarrassment. “Oh
gosh, I’m sorry. I’m not a member! I’m just here to see my girlfriend.”
“Ah, I
understand. I’m kind of new here myself.
I just assumed you were a regular.”
The door
opened, and Kayla stuck out her head. Her white cotton tee was wet from exertion,
and there were little beads of sweat on her brow. “Hey there sweetie, I thought I heard your
voice. This is a nice surprise, I–”
Kayla
abruptly stopped talking. Her jaw fell
open.
“Yeah, I
missed you.” Chloe suppressed a smile,
letting Kayla drink her in.
Kayla
swallowed. “Hey Sam. I’m going to guest Chloe in. Okay?”
“Sure.” He started to tap on his keyboard. “I’ll just need her license, and I’ll get her
a liability form….”
“We’ll
handle all that on the way out, okay? I’m mid-workout and I don’t want to lose my
pump.”
Sam
hesitated. “I’m not supposed to… oh, I
guess it’s okay. Just this once.”
Kayla
grabbed Chloe by the hand, and dragged her into the locker room. She didn’t speak as she led, past benches and
banks of lockers, to the changing area. There were a series of private stalls, each
about the size of a department store changing room. Chloe had time to think it was a very
civilized way to handle getting naked in public, before her girlfriend pushed
her inside.
Kayla
shut the door behind them. She took
several deep breaths, and looked toward the ceiling, clearly trying to get her
thoughts straight.
“Hi,”
she said, at last.
Chloe
giggled. “Hi.”
“So. That really was a magic potion you drank last
night?”
“Apparently.”
“Alright.
My current opinion, is that this is the
most awesome thing that has ever happened. But reassure me? Your heart isn’t racing? You aren’t flying into sudden fits of rage?”
“Oh for
God’s sake, I’m not taking anabolic steroids. It’s magic!”
Kayla
looked unconvinced. She chewed her lower
lip thoughtfully.
Chloe
pouted. “I thought you said this was
awesome.”
“It is! Seriously. You look amazing. I’m honestly having trouble not straight up
tearing your clothes off. I’m just, you
know. Worried. People don’t just grow like this.”
“If you
think this is amazing, you should see Abigail.” Chloe looked down shyly. “But um. Tell me more about tearing my clothes off?”
Kayla
laughed. “I mean. You look really fucking sexy with all this
muscle, okay? Not to mention that skimpy
little outfit. Like. You know I adore my soft little Klo-cake. But you basically went from a ten, to a
fourteen. You’re sure you’re feeling
okay though?”
She
thought about mentioning the ‘side effects’ she was experiencing. The higher energy levels, the clarity of
thought. The abnormally high sex drive.
“I think
I have a way to put your mind at ease,” she said, instead.
“Oh? And what would that be?”
Without
a word, Chloe began to strip. Her shirt
was tight but flimsy, and it came easily. Her bra was a bit of a challenge – she had
less shoulder flexibility now, and the garment was squeezed to its max to
accommodate her pectorals. But soon she
stood before her girlfriend, completely unclothed.
“If
you’re worried about me,” she said softly. “Inspect me. Make sure I’m okay.”
The
dressing room was cramped, and wouldn’t have been spacious even for one person.
Chloe was so close to Kayla that she could
smell the subtle shift as her girlfriend became excited. She’d always loved the way Kayla smelled. Her arousal, of course, but also the natural
perfume of her body. And maybe it was
weird, but she even loved the smell of Kayla’s sweat. It meant exertion, and closeness, and an
excuse to rub her poor tired muscles. It
was also an omen of sexy times to come.
Kayla
began to look her over. Checking her
carefully. Her throat, and shoulders. Her biceps, and forearms, and each individual
finger. Chloe stood dutifully still,
moving to accommodate the inspection. Silently turning, or lifting her arms in
response to Kayla’s touch.
“I feel
drunk,” Chloe whispered.
Kayla
stopped, looking up from her investigation of Chloe’s washboard tummy. “Are you…?”
“No.” She smiled reassuringly. “It’s a good feeling. I always feel good when you look at me.”
“Is that
why you said yes when I asked you out, that first night? I wasn’t smooth at all. Staring at you from across the bar. It felt like I was fourteen again. I kept dropping things, bumping into
customers. My boss was so mad.”
“I
wanted you to keep staring. I never
wanted you to stop.” She ran her fingers
through Kayla’s hair. And gently pushed
the woman’s head lower. “There’s more of
me to inspect, Kayla honey. I think you
should take a good, long look at my thighs.”
Outside,
the door to the locker room opened. Feminine voices echoed, coming closer. Kayla and Chloe looked at each other in panic.
There was no lock to their changing
room, and the bottom of the door was almost knee-high. If anyone walked by, it would be obvious there
were two sets of legs in a single stall.
Kayla
pointed toward the bench, and Chloe moved at once. Climbing up onto the seat, pushing herself as
far back as she could, lifting her feet off the floor. The bench was narrow, not meant for this, and
it left her in an extremely awkward position. Her back pressed against the wall, her head
bent forward. She had to spread her legs
as wide as she could to keep her feet off the floor, and she had to flex nearly
every muscle in her body to maintain herself like this. She grasped her ankles, her legs already
beginning to shake with the effort.
Her
girlfriend peeked over the top of the door, and scowled. Apparently, the women outside weren’t leaving
any time soon. Kayla turned, her
expression apologetic. But the moment
her eyes fell upon Chloe’s predicament, her face broke in an evil grin.
Chloe
glared. “You wouldn’t,” she mouthed.
Kayla
put a finger to her lips, smirking. She
moved forward, her motions silky, cat-like. And gently ran the tip of her finger along the
hard edge of Chloe’s inner thigh.
Chloe’s
breath came out in a slow, shuddering exhalation. Her legs shook harder.
“Please.”
“Please
what?” Kayla breathed.
Her
finger began to draw a long, slow circle around the circumference of Chloe’s
groin. Then another circle, and another,
drawing in tighter each time. Chloe
covered her mouth with both hands in anticipation, and just barely managed to
stay quiet as Kayla stroked over her clitoris. A finger slipped inside her. Thrust. Then pulled out, and began to roughly massage
her clit.
Chloe
whimpered from the back of her throat. Her entire body shook, the tension of holding
still and silent almost too much to bear.
And all
the while Kayla watched her. Drinking in
every involuntary muscle twitch, every shudder, every furrow of her brow. Chloe had never felt more on display in her
life. The intensity of Kayla’s attention
felt like a drug. And all she could do
was sit there and accept it – even the smallest movement and she might fall off
this damn bench, and then she’d receive another kind of attention entirely.
Kayla’s
hand was moving faster now, working into that well-practiced rhythm that meant
Chloe wouldn’t be able to resist much longer. Her girlfriend leaned down and kissed her
carefully, completely covering Chloe’s mouth with her own. And increased the pressure of her fingers a
tiny, tiny amount.
A moan
finally escaped from her lips as she came. The sound entered Kayla’s mouth, reverberated
through her chest. Through the kiss, she
could feel Kayla’s grin.
“Everything
okay in there?” someone called.
“I’m
fine,” Kayla answered sweetly, her forehead pressed against Chloe’s. “Just my dumb ass, wearing skinny jeans on leg
day.”
The
women outside laughed. They continued
chatting for another minute, while Chloe’s head spun with endorphins and
afterglow. Finally, the voices outside
began to fade. The door opened, and when
it shut again, all was quiet.
“That,”
Kayla growled. “Was really. Fucking. Hot.”
Chloe
pushed her girlfriend off of her, and stood. She wiped sweat off her brow, and glared. “Yeah. It was also super rude. You know how hard loud I usually get. What if we’d been caught?”
Her
girlfriend gave her a demeaning little pat on the top of the head. “You did a great job, dumpling. We’re going to have to practice this more. I’m sure Abby will appreciate the silence.”
Without
warning Chloe grabbed her girlfriend by the shoulder, and shoved her against
the wall. Kayla had almost a foot of
height on her, and even after her recent growth spurt was far more muscular – yet
Chloe met surprisingly little resistance.
Kayla
looked down at her incredulously. “And
exactly what do you think you’re doing?”
“Helping
you practice, too. I’m not the only one
who’s loud.”
Chloe
roughly grabbed the elastic band of Kayla’s workout shorts, and yanked them
down to her knees. Without hesitation
she reached out, and shoved her entire hand between the woman’s legs.
“Fuck!”
Kayla spat. “Chloe, slow down!”
“Quiet,”
Chloe teased. “What if someone hears
you?”
“I
can’t,” she said, from between clenched teeth. “Not when you go fast like that. Fuck!”
Her
girlfriend was already soaking, her well-toned thighs slick with essence and
sweat. Chloe leaned her weight against
Kayla’s chest, breathing in the scent of her. God she smelled good.
“I’m not
going to stop,” Chloe said flatly. “Not
even if someone else comes in.”
Kayla
groaned, her body going slack.
“So you
better come fast,” she said, raising her voice. “Got it?”
Kayla
moaned, and nodded.
“Hey. Look at me when I’m talking to you.” She glared up into her girlfriend’s eyes, her
palm flicking lightning-quick between Kayla’s legs. Stroking her lips and clit beneath her palm. She pressed harder, grinning. “Kayla. Come. Now.”
Kayla
came.
Chloe
held her, pinning her with all the strength in her body, never slowing for an
instant. A few seconds later Kayla
shuddered, and came again. The larger
woman started to move, trying to pull away, but Chloe grabbed her by the shirt
collar, and shoved her back against the wall.
“What’s
the matter baby?” she drawled. “Am I too
much for you? Want me to stop?”
Kayla’s
cries grew louder and higher in pitch. The sound that escaped from the back of her
throat when she came a third time was one Chloe had never heard before. It was an animal shriek. The sound of something beyond all reason, a
sound of pure instinct and need.
Afterward,
she eased Kayla onto the bench. Helped
her sit, and rest her head on Chloe’s shoulder. It was cramped for two people, but cramped was
okay. Chloe held her. It was many minutes before Kayla’s breathing
returned to normal, and the signs of overstimulation began to fade.
“You,”
Kayla panted. “Have got to start coming
to the gym more often.”
Chloe
took Kayla’s chin in her hand, and kissed her firmly. “I’m strongly considering it. Physical fitness certainly has its benefits.” She cleared her throat. “Now. Why don’t you show me the showers? I think we could both use it after that.”