Blind Faith
The little ones were afraid of her.
Mackenzie
couldn’t remember a single time that had been true. Not her whole life.
The kids
in first grade weren’t scared just because she was fifteen feet tall. And she got along fine in middle school, even
after she hit puberty and was growing multiple feet every month. No one was scared of her when she’d topped out
at fifty feet around her sixteenth birthday. And even today, when she learned the trick of
accepting tribute to grow even bigger, fear was the last thing on their minds. Her height just made them happy. More friendly. More accepting.
But now,
they were cowering. Fleeing the streets
as she stomped her way across town. She
saw mothers shielding their children. Blinds drawn in terror at her approach. Even the Giantess Squad was too afraid to
provide an escort.
There
was subjugation in it. Fear could be a
form of worship, and some deities preferred it that way. Was she that kind of deity, now?
She knew
why the little ones were acting this way, of course. It wasn’t because she’d grown – more than
tripling in size since morning, a hundred and fifty feet tall at least. She’d be taller than Lady Liberty herself, if
the stuck-up b-word ever got off her pedestal. They weren’t afraid she’d steal their size
either. She only took a few inches from
each, or a foot at most. They weren’t
even afraid because she was angry, though she was certain she made an
intimidating sight.
It was
that… stuff. That awful goop, that
Abigail had smeared all over her face. Some of it had even gotten in her mouth, and
it was disgusting! So bitter!
The
moment it touched her, everything had changed.
Abigail
had done this. Abigail, who she loved
more than almost anyone. She’d ruined
everything. But Abigail wasn’t herself. She was under that witch’s spell.
Eve. The one who hurt Lilith, who was still hurting
her friends. Manipulating them into
hating her. Lilith couldn’t stop Eve, or
no, she could, but she wouldn’t. Even if
Lilith was better and more powerful and more beautiful than anyone. It was Mackenzie’s job, and she had to do it
because, well, because Lilith said it was her job. And she had to do that awful thing to Abby,
because that would stop Eve.
Somehow.
She
needed a happy thought.
She
latched onto sisters. Eve and Lilith
were sisters, though as Lilith had pointed out to her many many times, not
biological. Mackenzie was an only child.
She imagined what it might be like when
you had a sister, and pushed everything else out of her mind. Because the other thoughts were unhappy ones,
and no one liked an unhappy girl. She’d
been too weak to follow Lilith’s orders, her friends were all mad at her, and
no one was smiling, but it was all okay. She just needed not to think about it, until
she could fix everything.
She
couldn’t make herself hurt Abigail. But
Eve? Well, that was a different story. Lilith would be so proud.
She was
almost too big to walk down the street in this part of town. Her feet took up whole lanes of traffic. It was like walking a tight rope, trying to
maneuver her massive calves between knee-high shops and apartment buildings. There were so many tripping hazards. And try as she might, it was impossible to
avoid crunching a few cars beneath her feet. Their occupants ran from their abandoned
vehicles, trying to stay out from underfoot.
Their
screams. She hated their screams. Sounds of fear, not of pain, and she was
thankful for that, but she hated that she had to think about the difference.
Sisters.
What if she had a sister. What would her sister say right now?
Eve was
living in Lilith’s old shop. She knew
that address sounded familiar. It was
far too small for her to enter, but Lilith had shown her that trick. She pinched the little doorknob, carefully
turned it….
And
found herself in another world.
Every
wall, every surface, was covered in the most lusciously green plants Mackenzie
had ever seen. They were all so big! For a moment she thought it might be because
this place made her small, like at Lilith’s house. But there were chairs and tables, and even a
polished chrome cash register, and those were all normal size. It was so beautiful and peaceful in here, that
it almost felt unreal.
She
thought she was alone. Until she spied
the woman.
She was
on the counter, in the back of the shop. Standing in the very center, as though hoping
Mackenzie would find her. The woman was
tiny – absurdly so. Not even the size of
Mackenzie’s littlest finger.
Mackenzie
stalked forward, glaring angrily at the woman. Being as scary as possible. It was hard – the woman was wearing such a
nice little outfit, and Mackenzie was completely naked. It was hard to feel scary when you were naked.
“You’re
Eve?” she snarled.
The
woman said nothing. Only looked up at
her, and nodded.
“I’m
here to put a stop to you. All the evil
you’re doing, in my town, to my friends. It stops. Now.”
Eve
continued to stare up at her, arms at her side, spine neutral.
“You
have a lot to answer for. You’ve stolen
all my friends from me, turned them against me. You’ve manipulated everyone around you into
believing you’re some force for good. Well you’re not! You got Abigail addicted to magic! You hurt Kayla, and Chloe! But worst of all, you hurt Lilith! Do you have any idea how much suffering you’ve
caused?”
The
witch was silent for many seconds. Then
at last she made a sound – a sniveling little whimper, from the back of her
throat.
Mackenzie
leaned down, and put her chin on the counter so she could see. The woman flinched slightly at her approach,
but stood her ground.
“You’re…
crying?”
Tears
were streaming freely down the woman’s face. She was completely quiet, as she wept. But there were so many tears, too many. And from the puffy look around her eyes, it
looked like she’d been crying for a long time.
“That’s
not going to help you!” Mackenzie roared. “No one is going to be nice to you just
because you’re crying! It doesn’t solve
anything, don’t you know that?”
Still,
that silent stare.
“If you
don’t have anything to say for yourself then… then I can’t forgive what you’ve
done. I’m going to finish this. Hold
still. I’ll make it quick.”
Eve only
watched her, tears soaking her shirt. Her eyes followed Mackenzie as she stood up to
her full height. Tracked her fist, as
she raised it high above her head.
With a
look of resignation, the evil little witch closed her eyes.
Eve
didn’t move, as Mackenzie’s fist slammed down.
The
counter shook under the force of her blow. The windows rattled. The vibrations almost threw the woman off her
feet, as Mackenzie’s fist landed less than an inch from where Eve was standing.
“I’m so
sorry.”
Mackenzie
jerked back violently as the witch spoke.
“Well!”
Mackenzie shrieked. “Well! It’s too late for sorry! I’m gonna… gonna….”
She
looked around the shop frantically.
“Those
plants! You use them to make potions,
don’t you? That’s where your evil comes
from!”
Eve said
nothing. Her eyes, still closed.
The
nearest plant was a giant monstera, nearly twice as tall as Mackenzie. She grabbed the pot, heaved with all her
might, screaming. It smashed to the
ground, ceramic and soil spreading like an avalanche all over the shop floor. The next plant came easier – it was something
exotic and top-heavy, and a good hard shove was all it took. She jumped up and down on it for good measure.
She swept pots off shelves with both
arms, a dozen or more landing on the linoleum in a rough staccato. She went down the line, methodical now. Kicking over smaller pots, overturning the
larger ones, lifting with her back. She
was bleeding, a piece of ceramic or one of the sharper branches had cut her,
but she didn’t care, she didn’t care.
Happy
thoughts. Happy thoughts.
She was
in the front window of the shop now. There were only a few left, but they were the
biggest of all. She was panting with the
effort, her body aching all over. Covered in sweat, and chlorophyll, and the
tiny fibrous remains of the living things she’d murdered. And still that terrible witch was standing
there. Just letting it happen, not even
watching her!
There
was some kind of tree, that almost filled the floor to ceiling window at the
front of the shop. It was so heavy, but
she couldn’t, wouldn’t give up now. She
could still fix this, make Lilith proud. She set herself, pushed with every last bit of
strength in her body. The tree tipped
gradually, ever so slowly losing the fight against gravity, and at last hit the
point of no return. The trunk snapped as
it hit the floor.
The shop
was suddenly filled with light, the plants no longer blotting out the afternoon
sun as it poured through the window. It
should’ve felt like a symbol of purity, like she’d expelled the evil in this
place. But it was blinding, and it hurt
so bad. She wasn’t crying. Tears were streaming from her eyes, but it was
the sun’s fault, she wasn’t crying.
There
was a brilliant flare of light, from beside the place where Eve was standing. She winced, thinking for a moment the witch
was finally launching a counter-attack. But it was just a reflection, glare from the
old metal cash register sitting on the counter. Disoriented, she stumbled forward, bent….
And got
a look at her reflection.
It was
far, far worse than she imagined. Lilith’s beautiful make-up had smeared,
becoming a horrible parody, a nightmare mask. What once had made her beautiful had left her
beyond grotesque. No wonder people were
afraid of her! And worse, there were
tell-tale streaks, at the corners of her eyes. Proof for anyone to see that she’d been
crying.
“It
isn’t you.”
Again,
the witch’s voice shocked her, made her stagger away in surprise.
“It
hasn’t been the real you,” Eve said. “Not for a long, long time. You poor girl.”
Eve sank
to her knees. Weeping inconsolably.
“You
poor girl. You poor girl.”
“I don’t
even remember what I look like under this,” Mackenzie whimpered. “I’ve been wearing it for so long.”
“But you
aren’t ready to take it off.”
“I can’t
let her see me without it. I can’t! But I can’t go back to her like this either. Please. You have to… to go away, to let her win. If you don’t, she’ll never, I’ll never….”
“What if
I fixed it for you?” Eve had suddenly
stopped crying. “I can put it back the
way it was.”
“I’m not
going to let you work your magic on me! I don’t trust you, you’re evil!”
“Do you
have another choice?”
Mackenzie
stared down at the miniscule little witch. She could feel her bottom lip starting to
quiver. If this kept up, she wasn’t
going to be able to stop the tears.
Eve held
up her hands. “I promise, on all I hold
sacred, that I won’t do anything other than put your make-up back the way it
was before. It will be the exact same
enchantment Lilith gave you. No tricks.”
“She
won’t be able to tell?” Mackenzie’s
voice was very small.
“She
won’t be able to tell. You won’t have to
tell her what happened.”
Mackenzie
sniffed. She did her best to wipe plant
debris off her face, and nodded.
“I need
leaves. From that one, that one, and
that one.” Eve pointed.
Mackenzie
obediently gathered them.
“The one
with the slightly yellow tint. Hold that
in your left hand. The one with the
fronds – the pointy bits – that goes in your right. Put the fat round one under your tongue. And lay your fists on the counter.”
She did.
Eve
stepped forward. She wiped her eyes with
her palm, and spread her tears on Mackenzie’s hands. The tiny woman took hold of Mackenzie, setting
her body as though about to move an immense weight.
Her face
contorted with effort.
And
Mackenzie could feel the change – on her cheeks, all along her face. It was the exact same sensation as when Lilith
had done her make-up. The soothing,
sensualness of it, far more intimate than the mere the application of product
as she’d done so many times before. It
felt like the touch of a lover. Someone
who cared for her, wanted nothing but the best for her.
When it
was done, the witch collapsed. Eve
looked spent, utterly exhausted.
Mackenzie
spared her a glance – then checked her reflection in the register.
Perfect.
It looked perfect again. She was… herself.
Or,
almost.
Just
like before.
Without
a word, Mackenzie headed for the exit. She paused once, to look back at the witch. The woman was up on her hands now, still
shaking from exertion.
Their
eyes met.
Mackenzie
thought about saying something, but there were too many things to say. So instead, she opened the door, and stepped
out into the sun.
Her
friends were waiting for her. They
stumbled back in alarm at her sudden emergence.
Chloe
and Kayla, shorter than the hollow of her knee, so far beneath her she could
hardly see them anymore. Both of them
looked up at her, not with fear, but with expressions of transcendent joy.
And
Abigail, there at her navel. Not as
small, but still insignificant by comparison. Her pretty dress was torn and filthy. Yet Mackenzie felt a little pang of jealousy,
because even if Abigail’s outfit was a mess, at least she had something to wrap
herself in.
Abigail
stepped back, creating space between them. Her teeth were gritted, a look of intense
concentration on her face. Slowly, she
assumed a fighting stance.
Mackenzie
watched her sadly for a moment. Feeling
all the things she wanted to say, but again, there were far too many.
So she
turned. And went back to Lilith.
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